First and foremost, ariat.. ssssssss I know too that officially they say BP II doesn't have mixed episodes, but I truly believe that they will come to realize that this is not necessarily so. Personally, not a ton, but remember this time in particular as standing out as a no-doubt-about-it-no-holds-barred mixed episode. You've described it well. It's VERY unnerving. And dangerous. Please be careful and stay safe.

How recently did you get switched over to the new meds? I've had persistant, compelling dangerous thoughts like you describe when on wrong meds (for me, everyone being different of course). Again, very dangerous. Please get this checked out right away, ok, ariatboot?

Please stay safe and don't be afraid to call your P or T. The whole thing is about staying safe. Keep us posted, ok?