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Originally Posted by Leed
Bless your heart - I'm so sorry you had such a bad experience. Did they tell you why you weren't supposed to be there? Are you allowed to go back? Could you possibly find a therapist of your own, instead of going to group therapy? I think I'd prefer that to group. I've done both, and I prefer one-on-one.
I know today was a huge effort for you to even go ~ and then to be told you weren't supposed to be there -- that's a huge let-down!!! I'm so sorry. 
It sounds like you've been dealt bad hands continually ~ my heart hurts for you. I wish there was something i could do or say to make you feel better. Please keep your hopes UP -- there is ALWAYS hope, dearheart. Keep venting, and talking with us -- perhaps we can help a little. Also, try to find a therapist that you can talk to. God bless you. Hugs, Lee
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I was talking to a psycharist before, but they sent me there instead. I wasn't supposed to be there because my attendance was off and on and they needed you to come everyday. Since I wasn't they kicked me out. But it was hard, I have little motivation to go anywhere until I enjoy myself and there I found myself zoning out. Most of the time we just read or we drew and while I like doing those things I was bored. Once I fell asleep there, which is something I've never done before. Everyday almost one of the staff would pull you aside and talk to you since they're counselors, but most of the time you were sitting in a room with about 4 or 5 other kids waiting until you get home. No one talked, there was no socializing or anything, it was dead and a constant reminder that there was something wrong with me. I know that the program wasn't right for me, but the fact that they kicked me out without my Dad or I knowing was such a shock especially since I was going to try the day they gave up.
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