I've told her everything I want her to know.

But I guess if I could choose anything, right now it would be: I would want her to know how it feels to be the one who waits all week for my turn, the one who cares far more, the one whose life and healing is depending on this.

I know that she does 'know', because she has been the client in a therapeutic relationship very similar to this. But I guess I would want her to remember how it feels, and to treat me accordingly.