I am trying to get back out there in the world, and am so scared. I recently shot myself and since then have had no contact with any of my old friends. No one knew that I had mental issues b/c I hid it really well somehow. Since my incident my family thought it best that I move back in with my parents and start fresh. But I don't know how to do that, what if the crazy does come out when I meet someone, then what. The medication does help but there are no life instructions are included. I wish I had some great words of wisdom for you, but I don't. I just wish you the best and I understand.