thanks all
I was feeling fine again yesterday. Went to class and everything. Today, though, I woke up feeling horrible again. I was anxious and irritable (over what, I'm not sure) and even though I slept through the night I felt like I hadn't slept a wink. I missed all three of my classes for the day too. Couldn't get out of bed until after 3pm and my big accomplishment for the day was having a shower ... before getting right back into bed again. This is the second week of the semester and at this point I think I've missed more classes than I've attended.

I don't know what's going on. This is my last semester EVER and I can't seem to drag myself through it. I've been miserable for most of this degree and I just want it over and behind me and I just can't get up the energy to do this anymore. I'm a terrible student. My grades are average at best. I can barely get myself to attend classes and when I do I'm counting down the minutes until I can leave. I don't put nearly as much effort into school as my classmates. I don't feel like I deserve to graduate with them at all.