bawling my eyes out again...getting all knoted up like a pretzel...this feeling is just...so terrifing , no control...I'm going to see some one so what the heck is my problem...it can only help me...so why is it I'm trying to convince myself that I'm okay when I'm not okay and nothing in my life is okay...there is no happy ending ...let the credits roll...you can bring down the curtain...the fool turns and walks away...I just looked at my post to make sure the spelling was good and do you know what I saw...at the bottom of the page...it reads...

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I get knocked down...but I get up again...ain't nothing gonna keep me down...I get knocked down...

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made myself smile...

Mystry