Does anyone ever feel like a burden on a loved one. I feel like I am one to my bf. I ahve depression and social anxiety. My aprents don't take care of me and I don't have any other family memebers to go to. My bf is the only one I trust...yet he id not my husband. I feel like a little kid that needs to be taken care of...

I don't realize sometimes how stressed I am...or I don't realise I am doing something that might harm myself. I get relaly lonely because I have troubles connecting with people. Talking to people in general gives me anxiety and I have troubles breathing and start sweating. at nights I get scared or lonely so I sleep with him. I wish I was more functionning...I go to university and I work...but I find this in itself is all I can handle...and it is stressful enough...

I got hurt today because my bf was complaining about school...and I was trying to help him...and it was really stressing me...I thought I was contributing to him not getting things done...so I felt really bad...but he ensured me that I didn't do anything wrong. But I still felt bad...he said he wanted to go home by 12am to get sleep and then study tomorrow...I agreed...he came ot my house...and then he changed his mind and wanted to stay and sleep....I agreed...so i tried to make everything comfortable for him to sleep...I brought him water...and I was quiet...I was so worrie dabout him not getting enough sleep...then he left at 3am to watch a criket match. This kind of upset me..because I was so worried about him...and I was so stressed that I wasn't able to eat at night...I realised about myself that I get roverly worried about people...so in the morning he tried to explain that the game was an emotional one for him ebcause it was literally 15 minutes from his home in dhaka..and he didn't want to miss it...

He is taking me to a doctor today to get a referall to a psychiatrist...I ahve been to a counsellor before...but hat was before i met my bf...and I coudln't handle going to a counsellor by myself with no support...so I stopped going