My life is just getting so bad, I really don't know how I can go on. I can't concentrate in school, I am constantly skipping classes and not going to school and etc. I am always upset and everything just tears me down. I don't know what to do. I want to be happy but it is so hard for me now. I can't even talk to the one person who understands me the most, I am pushing her away and I hate it. I don't want to push her away.