I was going to say something similar to what eskie said. It's something my mom told me once, when she was talking about a friend of mine. My mom... well that's a seperate story but I do believe she had a point.

She said, that sometimes when you're at the end of something, especially something like a college degree, you start to get SUPER afraid sometimes without realizing it. Because there's a huge unknown world around the corner and you don't know what to do. To the point that in some ways you can be AFRAID of success itself.

I know you have issues with your major AND what to do after. And you don't enjoy. These are hurdles, tough hurdles.

But you are so close. Even though it may not feel like it (probably feels like it's even farther away)...
you'll have scary choices but also MANY more options so keep faith!

thinking of you