Oh cap!!!!!!!!!! You reach out to so many others........I can't bear to think of you in so much pain. You're the first to offer a shoulder or make us smile! I'm relating to how you feel. What lies beneath the surface is going to take center stage too often, whether we want it to or not. Please know that all of PC loves you (and Misty Moo......) You are so valued by all of us.........(((((hugs))))) and much love........grey