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Originally Posted by Squiggle328
I don't think there is anything more embarrassing than telling your therapist "I have sexual fantasies about you!" Crap! that is really hard when you are seeing a Christian female therapist and you are female as well!
She was very poker face through it all. She stayed in her professional mode the entire time. Never once made a face like "Ewe, you are a sicko! I don't ever want you back in my office again!"
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If you are following my other thread about my daughter sharing my therapist, this part will relate.
Being that I just confessed my
feelings last week, and now I am going through the crap with her taking my daughter as a client, I know that my therapist will relate my
'feelings for her' as to why I am so upset about her seeing my daughter.
She will ask some stupid questions like, "
Are you upset with me seeing your daughter because you are afraid of the relationship we will have? Could this be in any way connected to what we talked about last week? Are you worried that I will abandon you? (At this point, I will totally shut down) She will continue, "
This is something we need to work through. You are struggling with issues of intimacy and abandonment. I know you don't want to talk about this today, but we need to."
At this point, I will want to get in her face and tell her to back off! If I cussed, I would probably say that in a different way! Maybe one of you can do that for me?
YES, I am sure that this does relate to my feelings for her. YES, I will be jealous. YES, it will bother me to no end. YES, it will feel like someone is taking my '
girlfriend' away, so to speak. YES, I have strong feelings for my therapist. Feelings that I don't want to have!!
I think I am losing it. I am turning into a sick lunatic!