A lot of people here have suffered emotional abuse so I'm sure you will find people to relate to on here. I was emotionally/mentally abused for a long time, on top of other abuse and neglect, and it does extremely suck. The abuse doesn't have to show physical marks to be damaging. One of the hardest parts of it is that a lot of people only pay attention to physical abuse and you get unnoticed. To me, abuse is abuse.
The way it manipulated my way of thinking and who I am is still here years later. It's shaped me as a person and affects my way of life extremely. Get help now before it takes over you.