Probably everyone here is distressed to hear what you are going through. We can offer support, but we can't do anything about the pretzel stuff.

Don't waste any time seeking professional help for this. I did when I first got really slammed, suffered badly for longer than I need have and steadily deteriorated in the meantime until it finally became a genuine emergency. So if you don't already have an appointment on your calendar, you might consider attending to that.

Pulling for you, Mystry.