Counsellor suggested I speed up my appointment with pdoc. Not possible.
Last night I came back from a sports evening and I was so restless I took my bike out at midnight. Then because of the amount of the images I had where I miraculously crash somewhere after cycling on some edge or just straight into sth for the sake of it, I left my bike and got on foot. I climbed trees in a park. Came back around 3.30. Woke up at half 7. Went to a lecture at 9. Snapped at everyone for not having read the material properly and refused to fill them in, which I never do - I'm nice to people... Went for another ride. Then a friend convinced me to get some strong valerian. I finally took it so that I could sit still and I feel horrible. I also realised that what burns in the oatcakes someone else gave me is not ginger but black pepper. I'm mildy allergic to black pepper. So now I am also going to make myself sick. Oh, and my flatmate is abroad.