There were times when iw as okay with being called sexy and then there were times when i didn't like it. I didn't mind it when it sounded clean playful, but then when he would ask "hey did you find anyone pretty for me?" i didnt like it, because he's married and he should stick to his wife. otherwise leave her, if he wants to poke his lips elsewhere. I wonder if this has to do anything with my childhood molestation ?? (although this isnt any sort of trigger, my molester never said anything like this).

But even when he'd ask me THAT, I'd still feel cheap, because I felt like indirectly he was sending this to me.

Oh and he called me naive once during a convo. yuckky person!

I can't believe i ignored the signs!! i need to get better at this!!

Also, CAN ANYONE TELL ME if I could have stood up for myself a lot earlier in this situation? LIke when he said "with luv, hugs, and kisses"? or when he said you don't open up coz something major has happened in your life?