I am so angry today. My meds are not working, i'm irritable and just want to be left alone. Oh and now my dad just comes and say's I prefer you to keep your door open. So now no privacy. That's just wonderful. I had a suicide attempt and my sister cancelled the lease on my apartment and moved all my stuff to storage then said it best that I move back home with my parents. I don't want to be here and be babysat. I just got the ok to drive after surgery, but I don't have my car back yet. I can only imagine how it's going to be when I do have my car and want to get out of the house. I have the ok to go back to work on the 21st and don't want to go back to the same place b/c no one there knew I had any mental issues. I can hide it professionally, but my personal life is a mess. I am afraid of the questions they will ask since I have been gone over a month. What happened, where have you been. Everyone is great at work but I guess I just don't want to face them. My dad is home with me everyday and I just want to be alone right now. How can I tell him that though. Things are just the same as they were before my suicide attempt, I still have to pretend everyday that everything is ok. This just sucks.