Evidently having feelings is very awkward for me. I have them, I just don't like them, and don't accept them. I sure don't tell people! I mean, who in their right mind would tell a therapist, "I fantasize about you. I am sexually attracted to you. I think about you all the time."

Uuhhmmm.....that would be someone who is majorly screwed up! No offense to anyone else on PC, that is just how I feel about myself. Lord help, I could never tell anyone that. No one but you guys on PC. And I got the stupid idea to confess it to my therapist?

Sometimes I wonder who I am and if I even know myself when I look the mirror! Who are you, Squiggle?