I've been told often that how I feel and act is just because I'm a teenager. My mom says, my grandma says; but I have friends who are teenagers and even they think its too extreme even on a teenage scale. Over the few years I've started feeling this way and that; it's gotten worse I'm pretty sure the whole puberty thing starts worse and then gets better or that's what I've seen in those around me.

I do happen to have a therapist but she's our family therapist and pays more attention to those issues. Though I have told her of things in the past I tend to not remember specifics and just know it happens. I'm getting better at not blocking out the details apparently and I told her basically exactly of the "napkined knife incident" and she gave me this look and wrote a bunch down. So I'll know what that was about next week.

P.s. Thanks for the replies, even if it's what I've heard before.