Hey Sunflower. I am sorry you have been going through so much. I am sorry that you do not get to see your psychiatrist until the 15th of next month.

Do you have a therapist who you can talk to about the meds? Maybe he or she can call the psychiatrist ??? I really hope you have a good therapist who you relate to. You deserve that.

I am sorry that you felt so much pain that you attempted in the first place. And that things feel like they have not changed at home. All I can say again, is I hope you have a therapist you can talk to. And I am very glad that you are here. To post your real feelings. You can go to chat too. Thats always a good way to be with people, but not have to hide who you are. Because you dont have to hide the real you, when you are here. take good care of yourself, please