Shezbut, I feel that way sometimes too, where I just want to delete everything I've written here because I'm afraid people will think I'm too weird or too pushy or too sure of myself or too arrogant... or... or... Yeah, I can do a real head-job on myself about stuff like that...

Anyway... keep your chin up...

Well, I hope you know that you are important here, and that I like what you have to say... and hope you don't give in and delete anything... I'm sorry that you are feeling low. That's a darned miserable way to be. I hope you feel better soon...