I know. It's just that I've never had that before and it's Been firever since I've halucinated. And I knew at the time that it was a hallucination but it was so real that I was facinated and listened. I called the psych er and they seemed concerned and are calling me back. I just saw my therapist yesterday! She knew of stressor on me and gave me techniques to cope. I was also really bouncy last night and going at least hypomanic if not into mania. I knew it but couldn't stop it. :-(