Hi Elley. Sorry you're in such a bad place. I've been struggling with university and depression for over three years now so I understand what you're going through in that regard. If you find your depression interfering too much with your courses it might be worth talking to someone, either your professors or someone at student services in order to let them know what's going on. I did it and they give me a little leeway with my courses and assignments sometimes when I need it, and it's been incredibly helpful. Anyway, just a suggestion. Sending good vibes your way.