I am so angry today. My meds are not working do you see a therapist and psychiatrist? how long have you been on these meds? perhaps if they are newly prescribed they haven't had time to get to a theraputic level. if you've been on them for a while perhaps you pdoc needs to know how you're feeling and consider a med change., i'm irritable and just want to be left alone. Oh and now my dad just comes and say's I prefer you to keep your door open. So now no privacy. how recent was your suicide attempt? perhaps your dad is concerned you may do it again. thus keeping your door open. That's just wonderful. I had a suicide attempt and my sister cancelled the lease on my apartment and moved all my stuff to storage then said it best that I move back home with my parents. it's difficult when we lose our independence but your suicidal state of mind may be why your sister helped move you back home. it may have been recommended by a professional that did an evaluation of your state of mind at the time/now. I don't want to be here and be babysat. I just got the ok to drive after surgery, but I don't have my car back yet. I can only imagine how it's going to be when I do have my car and want to get out of the house. I have the ok to go back to work on the 21st and don't want to go back to the same place b/c no one there knew I had any mental issues. I can hide it professionally, but my personal life is a mess. how so is it a mess?I am afraid of the questions they will ask since I have been gone over a month. What happened, where have you been. Everyone is great at work but I guess I just don't want to face them. if you recently had surgery can you use that as an explanation re your absence?.My dad is home with me everyday and I just want to be alone right now. How can I tell him that though. Things are just the same as they were before my suicide attempt, I still have to pretend everyday that everything is ok.why do you have to pretend that everything is ok? This just sucks.