I am in a bookstore and none oft friends will answer the phone. Except one who was very nice and encouraging. I am keeping my mind on fact reading like national geographic at the bookstore and checking this board. My lithium will likely get rechecked Monday or teusday. But haven't heard. I want to be alone yet I keep checking this thread. I've been crying yesterday (before) and yet I was going manic. I am torn between napping and not- I really don't know. I know enough to catch most things but I was too far gone yesterday. Called pdoc last week , Saw t. Yesterday! Couldn't avoid it. And another friend says i "need yoga good food and meditation". Right. Tell that to the talking cable box. God that was freaky and fun at the same. Ashamed to say so.