It's been strange over the past week. I've been feeling hopless, empty, irritable, and apathetic, then suddenly i felt nothing. aboslutely nothing. It was as if something snapped within me, preventing me from feeling anything. Some extreame form of apathy, maybe ? I now don't care if my grades fall, or my future would be like, andcare about others and my own wellbeing. That's really starting to freak me out, because i never felt so...numb? Another thing that is starting to bother me is that, I can't clearly recall all the recent and past upsetting memories. I tried remebering, but every time i pulled at a certain memroy, it would just pull away from my slip. It's as if my mind doesn't want me to remember. What's going on?
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