Don't be ashamed of it... good grief, how stupid is your friend to suggest yoga, good food and meditation might stop psychosis? If so this bloody hippy vegetarian tai chi practising nutter in the UK would never have had a problem. They really don't understand what's going on, do they?

It does sound like you need your levels checking... let us know what happens with that. I know we can't practically help you, but you are in our good wishes and prayers, etc, and everyone here wishes you well.

Stay safe, and we'll keep checking how you are.

Sorry your psych said, "this is normal for her", he might just have meant "this is normal for people with her diagnoses," or that he'd been expecting it... but it still doesn't help you feel confident, does it? Hope the shakes etc stop.

And don't feel ashamed of enjoying your hallucinations. Sometimes I've enjoyed mine.