I just thought maybe my pdoc didn't reccomend any treatment or even to call Monday is because I refused any more antipsychs. I just feel horrid on them. Or I get tardiv diskinesia. Or whatever. It's an actual reason she takes me off. But it was geodon I refuse d becaise if how I felt. And some other med by my primary so it may seem that I'm uncooperative but I'm really not. I do remember our conversation and my having to say I didn't want them- I was making a calm decision. *shrug*