I'm glad there's an explanation for people being otherwise engaged. Sometimes we can get so paranoid that we think our friends are against us, and we push them away, when really they were only busy with their own stuff. Glad you've got some explanationas to what happend.

Sorry the ER didn't work out. It always frightens me that if I'm "well" enough to go ER the won't listen, and if I'm too poorly I'll curl in on myself and not let on to anybody that I need help.

Hope you are okay, I keep thinking about you today... Are you any nearer resolution with your doctors etc? I know their default position is daft...but one of them has to be able to help?