I have always had minor health issues, mostly mild exhaustion...and migraines

...three years ago I had a parasite that knocked me out for 9 months until it was diagnosed. Then I was fine.

I feel sick most of the time now and it is scaring me...before the stuff that caused the PTSD I was healthy though...

I am falling asleep and it is 3:47 pm...I am like this most days...

Can't keep weight on...had every blood test in the world and nothing is wrong...

I feel totally overwhelmed....I want to move out but I am afraid I am not healthy enough...but I hate where I am...vicious cycle....

Mentally I am feeling better...I am just very confused as to which direction to go in...I probably should give it time...because I am improving....significantly...I have no patience though :~

Sometimes I feel like I am going to collapse when I am standing up, my appetite is gone...

I had an EKG in August, checked for an ulcer....ended up in the ER 2 weeks ago bec. I had weird pain and thought I was having a heart attack (I wasn't)....

My weight is normal, was checked for vitamin and mineral deficiencies, and I am fine....

I don't know what to do.

I am really bored and sick of lying around but I can't seem to handle too much else....

Going out to lunch the other day made me so tired I wanted to go home and go to bed.

However, whatever weight I was carrying from the trauma stuff seems to be lifting...It is just hard. It's probably all psychological.