Hey noirkitten, i have also felt like a loser most of my life with low self esteem and not feeling worthy or good enough. but when i started community college fresh out on high school a decade ago I took some classes with a kind professor who encouraged me and mentored me and she was able to help me see my self worth and what i have to offer and can potentially offer as i develop myself and take risks. Now im almost done with my bachelors and i feel considerably better about myself but i still have low self esteem as it relates to relationships and socializing. but i am trying to work on this area too! sometimes all it takes is a possitive person to help mentor you to get on track. i encourage u to find a caring mentor and realize that u have lots to offer u are in school working on building up ur skills it takes time. work on believing in yourself because u are interesting. but u have to develop ur self so that comes across. anyway good luck.