dear granite, you are not horrible. I don't think your T thinks that either, even if it feels that way and you are hurting.
You are special!


From my interpretation of what granite posted, it feels like to me that this T is not being consistent and patient in dealing with granite......and not communicating herself clearly, either. These are things that are important, things that granite needs. On my part, I meant no condemnation of this T, who I think has tried and does care.....but it simply does not sound like a good fit, and maybe to granite, does not feel like a good fit.