Hello, Tina. I have been where you are at many times. Having to acknowledge I could not manage my life without help remains the hardest thing I ever have done. Even though I often was frustrated with treatment, I learned some things. The things I learned together with the spark of hope that would not be extinguished helped me to function at a higher level. Depression will always be a part of my life. Learning to manage it better has kept me going.

Good luck.