Yeah, the doc is reducing the medication...just Klonopin....sometimes I feel like I can't breathe, sometimes I feel like I am going to faint, it is absolutely ridiculous. It's always something. My legs are killing me right now.

And yes, everyone, I am only 25. All (serious) situational stuff, all totally beyond my control. Kind of like being hit by a steam roller. Sometimes I want to throw my nice college diploma and all of my freaking psych papers that were leading to a PhD out the window.

I have been to hell and back...I am very frustrated...due to situations in my life...It doesn't help when the doctor says "Given all you have been through I am not surprised"...Gee, thanks...

One year ago I was a totally normal person. I hate it.