Hi folks,
I've noticed that now and then someone says that they are going away from PC. Sometimes they say that they are going for a 'break' or sometimes for good.
This 'going away' feeling is such a big part of our illnesses and it happens so often. I have had a couple of times when there was an almost irresistable urge to wipe PC off my bookmarks list, and I just managed to beat it both times.
Unfortunately I don't do so well in 3d and I have moved on from situations quite a lot without ever going back.
I guess what makes PC so different for me is that I know it exists for my kind of person, the kind of person who can't cope with conflict and cuts off the phone as soon as I sense trouble at any level.
So, when I read a post from one of us about 'going away' I certainly understand the motivation, but it also makes me so sad that this happens for us.
Good thoughts,
M.
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