hi myzen.....hope you had a good holiday.....and yes it is sad that we feel this need to leave or disconnect at times.....i've had a couple of those close calls myself when i thought of leaving PC...i'm just thankful i came to my senses first...lol...i stay not only because of the comraderie but also because its the only place that i feel i can come and go, give and take, give support or just listen, laugh and cry,.....well you get the idea.....lol.....even when i don't understand myself....someone here seems to...lol..you myzen and so many others here are blessings to me......