tina, i read your signature...it may help you right now cause u're in the throes of depression where life has no reason or purpose. i've been there. it distorts everything in a nagative way. do you have a pdoc or therapist you can see? that and meds were the solution for me. hope you'll keep posting and reaching out to us. it will help too knowing you have support here. 
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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