Backandforth,

Reading your post has brought tears to me eyes. I can sense and feel the desperation in your post and I am so very sorry your feeling this way. I know all to well what you speak of.

Are you currently seeing a therapist?

So many of us here know how you are suffering and are hear to listen and help you. Please feel free to pm me if you need to, anytime, OK?


Big huggles to you,

Jen