I know...the thing is, when I came out of the illness (medical) I had, my empathic regard for people with chronic illness was huge...so I get what you are saying...but this is insane...

I do not want to be able to relate to this...PTSD...and you are right, I too knew all about PTSD, depression, etc., but did not "get it"...It is pure he**. I am not surprised I ended up this way bec. what I went through was horrific. But in 3.5 years, I have had 9 months that were normal - and those 9 mo were spent recovering from illness..

Just wondering when I get a break.