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Originally Posted by Miss Laura
I feel I am burden to everyone in my life...
My Parents
My Siblings
My Friends
My Work
I feel no one understands me and that I am running here on my own and then I get a wake up call that says they well maybe not my work lol all love me and that they would do anything for me. But I still feel like a burden and don't want to tell them anything if I am ill or not as I don't want them to worry. My friend the other night said she worries all the time about me which was really nice to hear in a really weird sense.
Sometimes it hard to let people see the real me as I am worried on losing them
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I totally get what you are saying Miss Laura. My bf didn't know how lonely I was until he read my diary ( I allowed him to ) he said it helped him udnerstand how I was feeling and why. He didn't realise how much pain and negative thoughts I think each day. I thought the thoughts I was thinking were normal...but that is so wrong...I need help. I think we become isolated and drown in our bad thoughts...when life can be much more enjoyable and fun if we weren't so isolated. I am pretty sure now that people love me more than I think...and I don't realize...thanks for your responce...it helps knowing I am not the only one with these feelings. I hope you get better...are you seeking counselling or treatment of any sort?