I know what you mean by pushing people away and that not being what you really want.

When we start to get close then it leaves us open to possible pain. So it feels safer to push people away and be alone then we feel like crap because we are alone. It is always a catch 22 type of situation. Go away but stay here all at the same time. Is this what you are saying?

Finding a person who you can trust is not the easiest thing to do and then getting past all the problems of trusting them is harder and finally getting them to stay when you are pushing them away with all your might seems almost impossible.

Those people are out there though. Those who will say I am here no matter what are out there. I have been so fortunate as to meet a few.

Don't worry about keeping pms straight. Just pm a couple of people who understand and you can trust. If you get confused they will understand. Heck I am confused most of the time.

I really know the feeling of wanting life to be simpler. I do but sometimes when we get rid of everything in our life in the name of simplicity we end up with just us. We all need more.

Let people be here for you...please ...here is the place you don't have to worry about saying too much or not enough or being mixed up or confused. Here is where you can just be who you are.

Take a break if you need but know we are here if needed. ok?

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