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Originally Posted by Miss Laura
Hey myoasis89,
Its always refreshing to know your not alone huh!!
That was soooo brave of you to let your boyfriend read your diary. I would never let my family whom I stay with read anythign I write. I take my journal out with me if I go out or I hide it in a box in my room. Paranoid much lol
I have a CPN(Community Psychiatric Nurse) who I see fortnightly and a Psychiatrist. I am on meds too. I haven't seen a counsellor since November as I can not pay for them privately as I am skint. NHS I have just had a counsellor for 8 weeks in the Oct-Nov 2010. Flying solo now for nearly 4 months. Feels like a life time.
I have supportive friends and family.... sometimes I find it hard that they would love me and want to be around me especially since my moods are sooo unpredictable at the moment.
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I used to thik my moods were controlled by me...and that I was jsut a grumpy, bad person. I would try to cover up my moods and be a different person...I feel just opening up to my bf has helped to heal me in many ways...yet I know I have along way to go before I am somewhat recovered. I am supposed to see a psychiatrist for my first appointment soon. He needs to call and set up a date. I am kind of nervous...I don't know what to expect or what I should tell him in order to help me out.