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feeling really down. it's really hitting me tonight that i'm all alone, that my husband is so far away, and will be for a loooong time. i have the tv on, just so it's not so quiet in here.
had another fight with my 8 year old earlier. he got sent to bed early for something he did, and he threw a big fit, and lots of "i hate you"s.
went through some of his old toys, was going to sell them. i got kinda nostalgic, too many memories attached to the toys. don't think i can sell them. just looking through them, taking pictures, was so upsetting.
i'm so tired of crying all the time.
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As she draws her final breath
Just beyond the door he'll find her
Taking her hand he softly says
For the first time you can open your eyes
And see the world without your sorrow
Where no one knows the pain you left behind
And all the peace you could never find
Is waiting there to hold and keep you
Welcome to the first day of your life
Just open up your eyes as I lay you down tonight
Safe on the other side
No more tears to cry
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