now i have went off my prozac. two reasons. One i cant find my prozac and two i have been to sick to even look. So i hope going off suddenly at 60mg isnt bad. And now i reduced my trileptal to 600mg from 900. i couldnt hold my third dose down for so long. I was sick with the flu. So now my moods are going up up up and down down down again. have not hit rock bottom but have hit the roof a few times. I can definently tell those meds work. Since i been sick.

I havent seen my T since the 8th and i was suppost to see my T on the 20 but had a incident with the key and a door and the freeze. So i wont see mine till the 6th which isnt too long. But still ya know.

I have no clue why im writing this all out to u guys. Its not bothering me, just felt like typing i guess. Now im going to look like a loser for typing this i bet. I guess i wanted to update ya on me. I dont know. mind still confuzzled.