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Originally Posted by hopefully21
Why cant I just move on from all of this my past cant sleep cant eat barely making it thru college ugh why is it he still has control I dnt want this anymore I try so hard to forget to move on and be happy and everytime it results bck to my csa and other shyt i hate being me............  I must been an jerk in my past life to deserve this ugh or maybe not!!!!!!!! I dnt kno |
'i must of been a jerk in my past life to desrve this'... jeez i thought i was the only one who ever said that about my own life/abuse. It gets better it absolutely has to.. I went through the same thing with college last year i found myself focusing less and less, missing class not handing anything in as easy as the assignment was. ****** boyfriend, ****** work, ****** friends. When you talk, you try to so hard not to let the depression show that you just avoid socializing altogether. This just happens to be your story y'know?
It all passes everything is temporary...good or bad..your abuse has passed.. hang in there
