I have never tried anything like this before; as I explained in my bio I'm supposed to go to Hospital for Cardiac Catheterization & possible angioplasty(stent placements in arteries/veins in the heart. I can NOT go be admitted to Hospitals! I was searching on line for help/hope/suggestions...comfort! and I found you. Since then I find it's even hard to face up to just logging back in here to try and talk about this. I sincerely would rather just die of a massive heartattack and be done with it but theres no guarantee; what if it were a stroke? Will they kill you if you dont call anyone and stay home and wait long enough? GOD, even I realize how NUTS that sounds but I just don't know what to do! I'm sorry I know there are probably alot of people here with alot bigger problems but I am so afraid and I have NO ONE to talk to; please does anyone have any suggestions? Thank You.