Sannah - thank you for your response

yes, my t has seen my response first hand to flashbacks and triggers, and so decided to leave those topics for a while as im not in a condition to deal with them.

re being intimate, this is someone im with for 10+ years, so it came out of left field for me.

no thoughts on anything else. i am scared i am spiraling downwards, frustrated and tired.

thank you again for taking the time to respond.