sounds like a good idea i just wish i could just get all this out of my head along with the feeling of wanting to SI and everything.work was miserable today because of this guy who buggs me insisted on going over my flower order with me today.he is another person i freeze when he talks to me and i cant talk he usually stays away from me but the big bosses are comming to the store and he wanted to make sure that my order was ok.i hate this guy.