I'm gonna give the above posters a thumbs up...you are putting your kids welfare first...your a GOOD mom. I suffered throughout raising my children, thankfully I had a husband that was willing to take over at the end of every day. Medication helps A LOT. for me anyways...

Depersonalization disorder is different from schizophrenia. Even though you feel unreal and detached, it isn't psychosis because you keep the ability to tell the difference between reality and fantasy. If you're loosing touch, and people are thinking your beliefs and ideas aren't right, then you may be having a psychotic episode.

Your Therapist will help you distinguish it...good luck.