i feel so detached right now,so alone.i know i have people who care about me,but still this is such a lonely place.

people assume depression is just being sad.
they dont understand what it really is. everything takes a concious effort with what feels like the weight of the world on my shoulders. ive had a headache for weeks,im constantly tired,paranoid that every laugh is at my expense.
i am the cause of every problem.

i wish i could reach out to people so i wouldnt feel like im drowning all the time