Thread: Confused and Hurting
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Old Feb 21, 2011, 09:46 PM
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Originally Posted by opaquemind0 View Post
...don't think about the pain. Think "today," "right now," and see how you feel.
I try not to think about the pain, I really do. I try to ignore that I feel so...something. But if I let it slip for even a second I'm like "Yeah. Right. I feel for freaking wonderful. Of course. Not." Frankly, I don't have the energy to act happy.
I just want numb back... I could function better in numb.
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She wishes things were different, but the wishes don't mean anything.

I am trying to hear myself think here But all I can feel is the pain.

I just want to curl up and stop my aching heart .
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